Stop & Think, Even just this Once

When people are worrying about themselves,

They don't stop to think about others.

There's someone i know, a girl.

She complains frequently, it's almost like she spends all her

Time thinking about what to complain about next 

She never actually stops & thinks about what she has.

She exaggerates, she probably lie's, and seeks compliments out of 

People. Whether she knows she does any of this I'm not sure.

One thing she complained a lot about is how "excluded" she is between 

Her group. She wants people to know her, like her, think she's cool.

The thing is that she goes about it all, the completely wrong way,

Calling people her friends who don't like her, Changing her personality completely 

Depending on who's she's with, being skankish and slightly embarrassing.

Of course no one tells her any of this, and i doubt anyone will. But we've all talked

About it, and agreed.  But her main problem at the moment is, her thinking she's excluded.

She's isn't, and i'd know because I'm the one who tried to stop this so called exclusion.

But I realized that there was nothing to stop. If she wasn't in a conversation that's because

It had nothing to do with her or it was about her. She confused exclusion with not being the centre of attention.  In the weekend, she's always with another girl in her group leaving other's out. At school she HAS to be sitting next to this other girl, excluding someone else. 

She thinks her group excluded her, so she tried changing it. But really she just wanted to 

Be bbfl with just one girl, not all of them. She did all she could, but in that process she's 

Left someone else out in replacement of her. But it doesn't even bother her, it's like the whole 

Time she's been in that group she's been trying to split everyone up so she gets the feeling of 

Security withn' one person.  

Really, i hope she's satisfied with her "accomplishment". I hope she feels involved in the weekend and during the week. I hope she never complains about anything at all for a very long time, 'cause now she has her bffl. 

In the process she lost another friend though.